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i know one way to make me not so stress
and feel happy
is to meet my darling huizhen(:
we never do anything
but just the way we use to be.
thanks alot alot
even u done nth
but going out with u just make me feel so much better.
i feel like im always the one that needs ur help.
nvm i know u don mind rite.
hahahaa.
after this cried i will be more strong
i know God close my door but will give me a window

to my darling:
don so stress.
rmb im always there for u too :D
meet out more(: hahas
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im so sorry today
i look like something wrong.
i keep thinking is it my problem.
i just get sick and tired of it
all the things around me.
i feel like i have change
some how i hate the feeling inside myself
like all the things hidden inside my heart r going boom.
keeping the tears hurts more.

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yes!. i got in jap :D :D :D
i don need study till 9pm le.
but cant end early on fri and wed.
but nvm.
coz i like it :D


sometime i really feel not so good
when i saw the photos u all take without me
im so sad
even when u saw me in school
u will just say hi only.
how come im outside
seeing u all so close
y cant 3 of us stay like last time
i regret.
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hellooo!. :D
i have to say how come im so suay this few weeks?.
ytd night i was about to help my mom iron clothes.
just when i put in the first shirt in the iron board
den suddenly i feel that my arm touch something
den follow by a ahhhhh!.
and i found out that my arm touch the side of the iron.
at first i see like nth
after that become a long red line and become gray.
and i don know y become gray.
but really is gray.
omg ):
like so PAIN.
den my mom say how come i so stupid.
she say i haven even iron one clothes den get hurt
so stupid =x
and today my head is so pain.
how am i going to go for lesson today.
zzz ): (back to top.)





was looking at this pic just now
so feel like posting here.
and u see how much i miss school.
hahahaha :D
but i know is diff from wat we use to be.
Relationship takes time and small little efforts to build up.

wats going on with my family?.
i know mom was very sad.
i wan to do something to help
but wat can i do more.
y cant she know
we r caring for her?.
i hope dad get well soon
and come back to sg.

going out later.
byebye(: (back to top.)



hello~ :D
im so lazy to blog.
my sun burn on my hand is getting worst.
super ugly man!. ): (back to top.)



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我不要我们的距离越来越远
pls make the efforts to maintain the relationship (back to top.)



jsxp have ended ytd nite!
i was very sad ):
actually when we was singing the song i feel like crying already
but never.
send them to airport
i tot i wont cry.
seeing my buddy walking far and far away
den i cry coz i don know when will we meet again.

before when in i ask my buddy he enjoy sg ma
he say he enjoy alot.
he ask me if i will go jap
i say no he look so sad.
omg.
i should say yes!.
when i have money.
we hug and say good bye ):
alot of ppl was crying.
jap ppl was also crying
i saw the guys crying
but i don think i saw the gals crying.
lolx.
after they all when in.
i msg my buddy.
i say i will miss him take care and byebye.
and he reply me!.
i really very happy
he say he will miss me too, so sad.
and he say : you come japan one day i will be waiting.
omg. den i reply yes i will go japan and find u
he say he will be waiting ): ):


at airport.




this is my buddy!! :D
his name is takashi.
he really really very cute! ^^
when i first know him he was very shy.
i also very shy.
den my group say we two so alike
hahas.
everytime i say something he will say OK!.
den i say take pic
he will say ok and give me his big smile.
he so cute la! :D
when we go out for games or shopping
they will say follow ur buddy
den when i stand very far away from him
he will move and stand beside me :D
so cute rite!. (:
and and that time we was singing
den they pull him to go infront and sing
he say he don wan and move to stand beside me
like ask me for help like that.
hahahaa :D
i really have to say sorry to him
to leave him alone when i never go for some events.
i really hope i have done a good job as a buddy.

and i miss him!. ): (back to top.)