im kind of stress up this few days.
not only with the work in school and the relationship with ppl.
wat can i do to make it better?.
actually i don know which way is the best.
or can i just let things to be like this?.
i just wan things to be fine now.

i know ppl can be realistic
but is a kind of sad when u found out that ur friend is one it.

may God really forgive me
for not making the efforts to change it.

i miss my girlfriends man! ):
and friends that i use to be with. (back to top.)







went an hse today after school.
eating ice cream! :D
actually have something for yiling
but she say she was not feeling well
not coming le ):
so our plan is like gone.
anyway do take care of urself gal (:
hahahaa.
but we still having our ice cream! :D
with root beer.
okay is not so nice.
but how come outside selling one is better
tot is still they same
hahas!.
watch tv and play games (:
having fun.
went for guitar lesson after that.
every time i go i will get more and more in love with it :D
heex.
thats all for today.
finally weekends is here.
i can have a good sleep!
hahas.
but still have to do my project. (back to top.)



tears
im sick and tired of all this. (back to top.)



Don't speak,
I can't believe
this is here happening,
Our situation isn't right
Get real who your playing with,
I never thought he'd be like this
You were supposed to be there by my side
When you say that you want me,
I just don't believe it
Your always ready to give up
and never turn around

But what if I need you baby
Would you even try to save me
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I said I love you
Would you be the one to run to
Or would you watch me walk away
without a fight

So sick of worrying, that ya
gonna quit over anything
I could trip and you would let go like that
And everything that we ever were
Seems to fade but not the hurt
Cause you don't know the good things from the bad
When I say that I want you
You know that I mean it
And in my hour of weakness
There's still time to try

But what if I need you baby
Would you even try to save me
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I said I love you
Would you be the one to run to
Or would you watch me walk away
without a fight

Every time I speak you try and stop me
Cause every little thing is wrong
You say your noticing but you never see
this is who I really am that you can't leave
Makes me wanna know right now
If it's me you'll leave without
Or would you change your mind

But what if I need you

But what if I need you baby
Would you even try to save me
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I said I love you
Would you be the one to run to
Or would you watch me walk away without a...

Baby what if I need you
Yeah, yeah
What if I need you, what if I you
Ooh, ooh, if I need you
What if I need you
Need you, you, you (back to top.)




happy birthday Eugene!! (:

hope u like the shirt okay? :D
hahas!
went to his chalet after school today
hahahaa.
at first in the room like got nth to do.
watch twilight again.
having fun in the room
just like wat we use to do in sec school.
miss it. wooo~
hahas :D
after that finally foods have come
all of us was busy eating.
nice foods!! (:
thanks his mom.
heex.
after that me huizhen and nat go take the cake for him.
and i saw that cupcake that u once bought for me.
and i never eat it.
ahhhh.
i feel like eating now.
hahahahaa!
okay so i bought it for him.
after that home sweet home
sad that i cant stay.
if i stay sure will have lots of fun.
but i have school tomorrow ):
okay! (:

i tot we could have..
and yet we don (back to top.)



hello hello
end my holiday by going to FT class.
was like so siian.
maybe becoz i never go much
no1 wan tok to me.
when playing games
they give me the look like aiya u wont know one =.=
hahahaa nvm.
new term will start tomorrow!~
i'll start to study.
yes yes! must be happy in school!!
jiayou :D
byebye. (back to top.)





watch ghosts of GFs past.
finally!. hahas.
went to ehub and watch with my sister.
is really a nice movie :D
before movie went to gelare cafe.
omg. i order the waffles.
and im so full.
but the ice cream is nice
only i wont eat any waffles in a this few weeks time anymore.
hahahaa!.
went to tamp1 to buy present but cant find any
so give up. go home.
hahas(:
and and i never saw him AA ):
okay i know he work weekends
heex.

i guess u look happy.
i should keep moving too!
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out with an today(:
shopping!.
hahahaa.
something happened.
so ps. don feel like saying here.
heex.

some pic before meeting an(:


(:












TPS is going to be done soon.


haha! :D (back to top.)




fly with me :D

hello.
actually im abit looking forward to the outing.
its you, i know.
i hope we could have a tok.
just u and me.

sometime when ppl need u
den they will come and find u
when u reject them
they wont bother to tok to u again.
wat a good friend.
hahahahaa! (back to top.)




smile like this :D

orange full moon today(:
do u saw it?.
hahahaa.
today went to buy monitor.
finally i can use it with colour :D
i can don need wear sunglass le
yay yay!!
but is smaller. nvm.
heex
happy happy!! :D
and i found out that my sis is watching hokkien show
those old ppl show
with my ah ma.
kind of funny =x
hahahaa.

im so free now a days.
and i love those feeling.
hahahaa.

and and i saw luo zhi xiang on tv just now.
he look so cute! :D
ahhh. omg!
when i start to love him man?.
sure is hz keep tell me about him.
hahahahaa! (:
okay yupp
heex

enjoy ur holiday people! :D (back to top.)





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holiday!! :D
actually im happy.
but yet some1 done something
and change my mood.
im not angry but im sad ):
but nvm as u know
ya i will forget it(:

out with them to tm.
should be watching movie
but.. end up in two group
lolx
i hate to do nth man!
so went home.
just when i reach home an call me.
hahahaa.
meet an at cs again.
went for a walk plus tok :D
that an an saw everything den like it.
this one i like it , this one nice leh.
haiyo. ><
but at least im more happy to be with her la.
(:
everytime when im sad or angry about school
i will think of them
the only person that i can share with
im so glad to found them :D

sorry...
u tok to me today.
i know i should say something
but nth come out..
i will try.

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i cant get out of it.
help me!! ): (back to top.)



emath exam today
1hr paper
the paper is okay only i don know the last qu.
i don understand wat qu is saying.
lolx so i anyhow guess.
i was thinking the math table like no use to me lo
den i check my paper with the math table
and i found some careless mistake
omg if i never check rite den i will be wrong
is like about 20marks.
hahahaa(:
after paper i saw ken
and he ask about the paper
suddenly i miss last time after math we will stand outside
and tok about the paper.
hahas.
tomorrow is business fund.
i hope i can rmb wat i study during exam man! ><
byebye(: (back to top.)



一点点痛的感觉　
加上一点我对你的思念
承诺不算太遥远
遥远只是一瞬间
一步步靠近终点
再差一步我们踏上永远
谎言让人太陶醉　
陶醉在你给的世界

我不想不愿不去承认我的执着
怕不知不觉无法忍住眼泪不流
是爱伤害了彼此的自由
你不看不听不说为什么要离开我
我不哭不笑只剩下承诺
带着我骄傲高飞远走

紧握过的双手　
拥抱过的温柔
所有的对错
跟着脚步
你一并带走 (back to top.)